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Conscience
04:53
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I want you
I really do
Where is my conscience
It ends at you
So say, go away
Go home alone
Don't be weak
But I am weak
When it comes to you
And I can't sleep for long
Without you
It's always that one step in life
You take it, and it cuts you, it's a knife
And when you've done it
Will it be the same, no it's not the same
It's never the same
But oh, I need you
I really do
Some have said that my life is over
If I don't give up and give this in
Right now, I would give it all in to be with you
I can't go for long without you
It's always that one step in life
You take it, and it cuts you, it's a knife
And when you've done it
Will it be the same
No, it's not the same, It's never the same
Don't take it if you want to think
That you can be the same
Don't take it if you want to think
That you can be the same
It's never the same
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Do Don't
04:20
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Don't look at me
Don't say a word
I'll only say I haven't heard
I'm not going to fall in love
Don't be so nice
Don't be so cool
I'll stop myself from being a fool
By letting myself fall in love
Don't hold me close
Don't say I'm the most
I don't care
Don't say trust me
Don't gently touch me
Don't dare
I've been in love before
I saw love desert me
So now I'm afraid
If I love again
All it will do is hurt me
Take your hand
Away from mine
While your kissing
me decline
From making me feel
Like I desperately want to
And as for how you seem to know
What's really going on below
Stop it, stop it
You're making me fall in love
You say I need it
You say you've seen it
In my stare
And I almost believe you
It's so hard to leave you
And I'm scared, I'm so scared
I've been in love before
I saw love desert me
So now I'm afraid
If I love again
All it will do is hurt me
Do, don't, do, don't, don't do it, do, don't
I've been in love before
I saw love desert me
So now I'm afraid
If I love again
All it will do is hurt me, hurt me, hurt me
All it will do
All it will do
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I'm Allowed
03:09
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A million words in a great big city
Where no one listens, and they have no pity
Won't you hear my story or teach me to hold
Can't you see I'm a child, doesn't matter how old
I'm a little sensitive I feel too much
I know I'd feel better from your touch
I don't want to take this drug
But my fear keeps me here
Help me not to lose me
I can't be happy until you tell me
I'm allowed, I'm allowed, I'm allowed
To be loved
The money flies by from the back of the taxi
But it doesn't stop here, it doesn't need me
I want to get away, I want to make it work
I just can't seem to stop this hurt
I'm allowed, I'm allowed, I'm allowed
To be loved
Don't look at me, not if you can't see
That I'm just shy, no I don't want to die
Yeah, I'm lonely now, but I will figure out
How to stop to start my life again
I'll start again if you let me
I'll start again if you love me
I'll start again, I'll start again
If you love me, I'll start again
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Abandon
02:47
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Abandon yourself to me
Don't let your past be the winner
Don't hear those who wrongly taught
That a lover is a sinner
Find your hands and set them free
Cradle your head deep within
And hear the word, create it said
Let me lose myself on you
Don't send me back to when
Giant thieves stole innocence
We'll give no more to them
Let me play I've held so much
Now I want to try exploring my
innocence until it makes you cry
Be caught in this moment
Be caught in me
Be caught in this moment
Be caught in me
I've seen your sensuality
I'd give my life to you
Dedicate my time and love
You just have to help me to
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Rescue
04:54
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Captured
02:06
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I captured you for a while
You loved me once
We made a smile
But I don't sleep easy
And I don't have fun
Knowing that I lost
Another someone
I tangled you
You gave me peace
I gave you hope
And then release
But I don't live freely
With my freedom
Lovers notice
How I see them
I hesitated not at all
My passion is
My greatest fool
But I don't take lightly
My confusion
I am the one
Who is truly losing
But I captured you
For a while
You loved me once
We made a smile
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Don't Say Never
03:49
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There was a time when I knew what I was thinking
There was a time when I knew that you would come
There was a time when I knew that the day would bring
The word that I needed your call and you'd ring
I don't want to control you
I don't want to get heavy
Just don't ask me to let you go
I'm not ready
There was a stage when my kiss could keep you true
And my body, my heart and my soul
Were the only ones for you
You'd take my side, and I'd make up your mind
Until it almost didn't matter who was who
I don't want to control you
I don't want to get heavy
Just don't ask me to let you go
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
Yes, I can see that things have changed
I promise it's no bother that another is your lover
It's just strange, so strange
That although I'm so busy
I could still let you see me whenever
And I'm sure I don't want you back
Just don't say never
Don't say never
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Take Me To God
02:36
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Take me to God
Now you've made us able
To pull up a chair
And sit at his table
The invite is sent
So before we relent
Eat, drink, eat
Take me to God
Set ashore those sea men
They've seen such a storm
It's it's time to free them
Onto dry land
with the touch of my hand
Push, pull, push
Take me to God
As I climb the mountain
Rest on the rocks
And echo your shouting
Look, there's his light
It's pure, and it's bright
Run. run, run, run
I have seen God
And it's as it should be
It's what he wanted
For you and for me
And all of the world
Though it's been denied
Because someone lied
Someone lied, someone lied
When it's the one
Go to the sun
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Little Mystery
03:29
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Come out, come out, come out, come out
I want to know who you are
Stand in the place I've put you in
Let's see just how far
You can go to being, not who you have been
With everyone else you knew
I have never met anyone as beautiful as you
I won't let those monsters take you and make you untrue
Let go, let go, you have to know
You don't need to take the wheel
Believe the bliss you'll get from this
Will let you do what you feel
The deeper I take you
The need to then break you
Will lose the strength to push through
I have never met anyone as beautiful as you
I won't let those monsters take you and make you feel blue
I'm here, I'm here, you have no fear
When I lay by your side
Feel my skin, allow me in
There's nothing that you need to hide
I have never met anyone as beautiful as you
I won't let those monsters use you and make you untrue
I won't let those monsters take you and make you feel blue
Come out, come out, come out, come out
Where ever you are
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Rachel Mayfield UK
I create collections of work that run as seasons, through the mediums of song, music and short film. I am currently
developing my poetry and prose writing.
Contact me:
Instagram: @RachelMayfieldArts
Email:Puresavageuk@gmail.com
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